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What do I always think like this.

The most hate things that I hate in my self is easy to attach to some one and I am going to hurt my self for getting overly attach to them.

The feels going to turn slowly. At first it just to feel like a friend. Then, it slowly turn to getting cared for them very much like they are mine. What wrong?? Is it good or is it bad??

This is what I am afraid of. It hurts and very hurts me alot and I dont like them. Please help me. I need some one that can hear my story deep down my heart.
Hopefully I will change and get someone to hear my voice.

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